"Through the heartfelt mercies of our God, God's Sunrise will break in upon us, shining on those in the darkness, those sitting in the shadow of death, then showing us the way, one foot at a time, down the path of peace." (Luke 1:78-79, The Msg)

As I take a few moments this Thanksgiving to reflect on the last year, I stand in awe of the “heartfelt mercies” of God that have been so evident in my life in this season. Through so much of the darkness & despair that I never imagined facing, I have been so blessed to see His sun rise again and again each morning. He has truly shown me the way, one step at a time, to a place of peace that passes my understanding.

I sit here surrounded by friends old and new today, and though there have been some tears shed over the parts of my life that have been loss, with each tear comes more and more healing, and more receiving of the new life He has given to me so graciously.

I am thankful for my parents, who have walked so closely with me, had so much patience for me, and have been such an incredible support. They have more love to give than I ever deserve or could even comprehend.

I am thankful for my big brother who has always had my back, for my dear sister-in-law who is the sister I never had, and for my brand new nephew, Caed – and for the chance I had to hold him recently!

I am thankful for my dear friends Bill & Amy, and for their help in providing me a new “home” that has proved to be such a place of redemption & security in the midst of shifting sands.

I am thankful for my church, for my pastors, and for my job. The Lord prepared a place for me and knew exactly what I needed.

I am thankful for all the friends the Lord has provided for me in my new church and community, and am also thankful for some wonderful musicians to play and worship with - whom have become true brothers to me.

I am thankful for all my friends and extended family across the country who have prayed for me much, for I know it’s those prayers and the grace of God that has carried me through.

I stand so in need of a Savior, and am incredibly thankful for his unconditional, unfailing love.

Thank you, Lord, for the way that You love me.